Friday, January 5, 2007

Facing an Uncertain Future

This week has been challenging. For me, I'm still battling nausea. The drug that worked best, also caused very blurry vision. If this were the worst of life, that would be okay. Unfortunately, life has thrown another curve ball.

I'll cut straight to the point...Debra's Cancer is back. She has lesions on her liver. She'll post on her own blog, which I link to under the "Of Interest to the Complex One" heading over in the left column of this blog. I'll write about it from my perspective only.

To be honest, I'm freaking out a little. I've run a gamut of emotions. I've cried buckets this week. While visiting the darkest corners of my mind, I realize if anyone can beat this, it's Debra. Currently, I'm sitting in my numb place. Sofie's with me this weekend, so I need that numbness to keep pushing through.

I'm sure I'll write more about this in the coming weeks, months and hopefully years. In the meanwhile, if you pray, please include Debra in those prayers.


Anonymous said...

We send prayers - and love - let us know if there is anything we can do.... we also send you circles of light - Mary & Ruth

Anonymous said...

Dear Jamie,
Cindy and the chorus and I send good energy and healing strength to you and Debra.